I've been sitting on a stack of new music while finishing the second part of The Vortex Trilogy: Butte Magic. With my usual embrace of the sporadic muse... these will hopefully be essayed across the internet from their relative Bandcamp sites... soon...
Wednesday, August 09, 2023
Wednesday, May 04, 2022
The Avatars Of Paradise… almost there… last extract…
Alice dreams. Snow. Sharp white. Disorientation in the field. A horse and rider appear. Black. She watches them move across the ground. A blank flat white landscape. Her vision shifts. From the window’s vantage point. Like a drone, swooping suddenly, point of view vertiginous, lurching. She is on the horse, clutching the rider hard to stay on the speeding animal. She looks forward over the rider’s shoulder, a juddering jumping like a hand-held camera jerking. Just the white ground. The sky at the horizon a slightly differentiated pale grey. Image of nowhere. She cranes her neck to try and glimpse the rider’s face. He turns and turns back. A face of nothing. She senses he is smiling. She does not feel afraid. Later when she wakes she shudders at the memory of the smiling no face. Sits up in bed and hugs herself tight as if to squeeze in the memory. Fix it hard. She thinks of death, of the deaths she has seen. Her son in the funeral parlour. A memory that recurred through so many nights. Now it seems at a remove from her present experience. The smiling no face - how does she know he is smiling? She doesn't, she senses it on some deep level. As she assumes he is a man. The memory of holding his body is still vivid. But he is a stranger. Tennyson's poem comes to her: ‘I want to see my pilot’s face/when I cross the bar.’
Brigg regained consciousness. Or, he thought later, another consciousness. Coming back to the diurnal in a brilliantly white room, sunlight streaming through windows that overlooked the city. Sterile, static, the modern house of healing. On Heron's tab, of course. Who sat in an armchair, peering intently at him.
‘I owe you the biggest debt. Hush,’ he lifted a hand as Brigg started to speak, ‘I know the Brit code of deprecation. It’s true. Whatever I can do, whatever you want. Medically, you seem in good shape, luckily. A few bits of shrapnel in your body, nothing serious, and easily removed. The bang on the head was the most worrying but your doctors seem confident there was no lasting damage. Your speed in reacting took us both out of range, it seems. Sergei was not so lucky, of course, the crazy old fart.’ Heron stood and approached Brigg, coming close and sitting in the chair next to the bed. Brigg lifted his head, replied, abruptly.
‘I'd like to go home. Retire from your employ, get out of the whole game. Could that be arranged?’
‘Whatever you want. Retirement, no problem. All aspects, I can fix that. But I don't think of you as an employee. You're a valued member of our floating circus. And a friend.’ He put his hand towards Brigg who lifted himself to offer his hand in return.
Stoned. She looks out at the early morning. She scans the view left to right and back. Woods. Hill. Irrigation ditch. Farmland. Machinery. Beyond, the village and church and tower. She sits down eventually. Considers the horseman and his mount. Could he be a hallucination? A ghost? A possibility I have conjured that bursts into the real. Related to my return from the desert?
Thursday, April 07, 2022
The Avatars of Paradise… coming VERY soon…
And all these characters.To celebrate them with sporadic scribbled memos into notebook or tapped into smartphone. Impressions grabbed in haste or brooded over, accompanied by beer and whiskey. Back home at night, he resisted the temptation to cram them into some over-arching metaphor and tried to remain true to the scattered ambiguities and improvisations and startling jumpcuts of the glimpsed lives on parade. Follow any one and you would have a deep narrative. A chaotic celebration of individuality.
All the craziness in the world could be found here, looking inside and out. Extend. A networked planet connects all circuits. The new digital powerlines, sanctioned and otherwise, built on top of the old linkages, often and usually hidden deep in the natural world. He tried to visualise an image for Brackhage but was unable to create anything concrete. The A.I. eluded concept. Yet Sergei had seen something that he feared. Genius twisted into senility and paranoia? He tried diagrams, words, shapes connected by lines that grew into a complexity that defied interpretation. So many variables. He saw how someone could go mad contemplating the contemplations. Maybe that’s what had happened. Sergei overloaded his ageing brain. Maybe he had travelled back, to stand with his father and Makhno against the coming tyranny. Visionary or reactionary? But Brackhage, according to Heron, was far from being a murderous machine of enslavement. Sergei had got it wrong. And he had always trusted his former boss and friend.
Tuesday, March 22, 2022
The Avatars of Paradise… coming soon…
Murder
Attempted Murder
Art
Sex
Death
Grief
Temporal Disruptions
Small Town Follies
Wide World Intrigues
Artificial Intelligence Anarchies
Getting nearer to publication… another extract…
The perpetrators of the Italian airport bombing that killed his mother and six others were never found. Officially.
He lay half-awake in the late night, thinking about the informal speech that Alex Heron had given at Hi Step, just before the attempt on his life:
‘One of our main interests these days is robotics, A.I. Research. Alternate ways of looking at medicine, for example. To a certain extent, these are interlinked although the company structures are tailored to the individual areas of research, still, the one thing they have in common is the fact that they are interlinked. As is everything. This goes beyond into other areas of course. Which has given rise to some concerns... ’
‘Some concerns.’ That provoked a hand grenade tossed by a suicidal geriatric genius...
Brigg: things always change. Nothing remains static, just the illusion of stasis, which is usually cheap nostalgia, a mood of fear that resists the inevitable movements of time, the contemplation of which sends me into trances where I think I could follow everything intermingling simultaneously until I am falling through a vortex into some swirling dizziness that seems the precursor to full blown madness so I surface, riddled with vertigo and disoriented to hell. Continually wonder at this yearning for intensity, the surging emotion that sweeps me towards these attempts at an almost mystical ecstasy spinning out of philosophical speculations. Traceable to the booze I have drunk, hooking into flashbacks. And the drugs I sometimes take. And the echoes of the bombs, linked across time. Rare but intense.
Tuesday, March 15, 2022
ENCORE UNE FOIS… extract from THE AVATARS OF PARADISE
Framed by two explosions.
The first blew him forwards savagely into the future. The second blew him back into the past. Shielding Heron from the detonation of the grenade that Sergei shakily threw in one final thrust of elderly wasted muscle. Instinct and training. Split second. Grabbed him crashed into thepartition which folded immediately taking them down and low in enough time to dodge most of the blast. Crashing into enough space to live. Possibilities opening. Possibilities closed to Sergei hit by bullets just after the explosion hit him peripherally. Which he may have survived even given his age. The crazy old fucker. But a bodyguard dived low and shot at the same time. Training. Instinct. Heron sustained bruises, a couple of broken ribs. A sudden reminder of mortality. Random madness on his home ground. Brigg limped away with Heron's heartfelt gratitude, some scars, some short term memory loss which may have been caused by a sudden connection to that airport blast years before and short-circuited his synapses in a violent psychic attack. Lying in the hospital bed in his jolted mind he fell in and out of a landscape where his recently dead wife frequently appeared to him. Standing in front of his mother. Mary in the shadows. Michele in the distance. Alice somewhere felt but not imaged. A long gone possibility. The dead he had encountered professionally were present somewhere but beyond his consciousness, felt like an obscure pressure of the circumstances of being and career choices. He had never been haunted by them before: awareness of the consequences of power had never troubled him, the traumas of violence all being personal even as they had been the causes of his entry into that world, a swirl of possibility and causation bound by metaphysics or blind chance.
He woke to see Heron sat beside the bed.
‘Been there long?’
‘Long enough, my friend. We were getting a little worried about you. The external injuries came from bits of shrapnel, some of it caught your leg and chest, hence the bandages. Flesh wounds, superficial. But you hit your head when you took us through that partition. Which saved my life, by the way.’
‘What I'm paid to do.’
‘Above and beyond, Brigg, you’re much more than a bodyguard, always were. But training will come through. But how are you feeling?’
‘Don't know. Fuzzy, suppose it's the drugs. How long have I been out?’
‘Thirty six hours. Approximately.’
‘Sergei? It was Sergei, I didn't dream that bit, did I?’
‘Sergei.' Heron said, sadly, shaking his head. 'Didn't see
that coming down the pike.’
IT’S HYPING TIME AGAIN… a random extract…
You step into a bar. You step into a charged space where fictions, narratives collide, dance, importune, seduce. A random encounter can suddenly become meaningful. Or dissipate into irrelevancy. When the door closes on the street outside you enter another universe. Stay long enough and your trajectory acts on the adjacent trajectories. Your narrative engages with the other narratives. Even by not engaging, your silence becomes a mystery to be noticed, a topic of speculation. Sooner or later to be named, tagged. In a sense there is no escape if you remain.
The phenomenology of drinking/alcohol fuelled narratives.
A table. A couple of windows. Alcohol. 'Interesting' clientele. Ext. Day Ext. Night.
Memory. A street. A church. A tower. A plain. A river. Rolling hills. Flatlands. Sea.
Sea. Flatlands. Rolling hills. A river. A plain. A tower. A church. A street. Memory.
Wednesday, February 23, 2022
Tuesday, February 08, 2022
Hyping time: The Avatars Of Paradise…
Soon I will publishing a novel as an ebook on Amazon, maybe following with a paperback version down the line. So it’s hyping time…
What’s it about? I placed the ms in the ‘literary’ slot as it had to go somewhere but I am increasingly resistant to labels across the board.
Call it a ‘mystery’ why not?
An ex-army ex-spook, Brigg, who was until recently employed by a reclusive billionaire, Alex Heron, still mourning his dead wife, who saves his boss’s life in an assassination attempt, who returns to his hometown on the death of his father. An ex-army ex-spook, Alice, who has also worked for the billionaire Heron in a similar capacity. Now divorced and living in grief after the suicide of her son a couple of years before. One time , in fraught and dangerous circumstances, Brigg and Alice nearly had an affair but both resisted the temptation as they were happily married. Now both are single, by death and circumstance. Neon McGhee. An eccentric painter who used to be a champion boxer, now on the verge of being an art superstar. Alex Heron, billionaire, visionary(?). An A.I, ‘Brackhage.’ A book title, which is the name of the last painting by Brigg’s late wife, Anna Bauer.’The Avatars Of Paradise.’ So they roll…
Murder, attempted murder, art, sex, death, grief, temporal disruptions, small town follies, wide world intrigues… artificial intelligence anarchies…
Murder
Attempted Murder
Art
Sex
Death
Grief
Temporal Disruptions
Small Town Follies
Wide World Intrigues
Artificial Intelligence Anarchies
Tuesday, February 01, 2022
Publishing soon: The Avatars of Paradise… A novel…
ARTSEXDEATHGRIEFZEITKRÜMMUNG
Small town follies
Wide world intrigues
Artificial Intelligence Extravaganzas
Tuesday, December 28, 2021
Continuing: Josh Abrams Natural Information Society (+ Evan Parker) and The Third Negative
This is Not This Heat. A.Kostis/Kostas Bezos’ ‘Stin Ypoga’ (1930) is the template for Bad emotional investments whilst the haunting Fine Cargo Lacquer takes flight from the morbidly on point novel The Death Ship by B. Traven.
God Bless the Death Drive could be construed as a compass to navigate the wayward wonder we inhabit or it can just be enjoyed. This second full length steers into scathed realms of everyday junk and poignant punk, all pressed down on the lowest quality ethylene and chlorine.
Triple Negative return with another stamped digest of hope as joke, noise and song, rollicking rhythm and seasick soul.
Edition of 500 copies in high gloss sleeve with printed comic book inner sleeve.
Sunday, June 06, 2021
Saturday, June 05, 2021
... with one bound I was free... and back on the blog. A few years have passed, then the damned virus, the asinine lockdowns, the possibility of emerging back into the world. Some more grey hair, wear and tear. Sense of humour more or less intact. But still here, having been busy the last few months on finishing and editing my novel ‘The Avatars of Paradise,’ moving from my Lulu platform to trying out Amazon. Some new music under my Figure of Outward moniker due any day. As to what direction the blog will go in? I started out with no real plan, just a desire to write in what was then a new medium. This mutated into a lot of music reviews and putting up mp3 tracks for download with attempts at commentaries. An eclectic mix, deliberately. My musical tastes have hopefully stayed in tune with the times, broadened and deepened perhaps when I started buying vinyl again with the intention of never buying anything I previously possessed but exploring backwards across the territories. Now I have a lot of vinyl alongside all the other media, shunning genre labels as much as possible. (There are some areas I don’t explore but I enjoy discovering stuff I never really listened to previously). Lockdowns have kept me confined to the immediate area of home and God’s Little Acre so no art galleries, gigs and travel. What comes next then will remain to be seen... a toe back in the water, where will the ripples go this time?
Friday, November 21, 2014
Review: Alexander Hawkins/Louis Moholo-Moholo at the Studio, Derby, Sunday 16th November, 2014...
Fire music on a grey day...
The Studio is a small venue, part of The Derby Theatre, which the audience amusingly approach in a straggly line led by an usher, out the foyer and round the back via a carpark. A Ballardian vista before entering - attending a gig there has a certain surreal charm... But the space is intimate, with good acoustics, perfect for an improvising duo whose collective sonic range will cover a large area. The players: Louis Moholo-Moholo, a very spry, lithe 74 year old master drummer, well known as the keeper of the Blue Notes flame, sadly lone survivor of that seminal band. In tandem with Alexander Hawkins, a rising star, improviser, composer, organist and pianist, here playing the latter. Delivering two sets that delighted the audience who witnessed some mighty music this drab November Sunday afternoon. Moholo-Moholo can whack it out when the spirit moves, in mighty reverberations from deep kick to high ride/crash, an awesome sight with right hand held high for several seconds before smashing his stick onto the surface of choice. Hawkins has an impressive technical range that includes a tough two handed style so when they lock together in loud sequences the individual particles in the soundstream don't get blurred mushily but ring clean. Similarly, the almost microscopic details in the quieter passages have a wonderful clarity, faint trickles of high register notes, internal piano plucks and barely audible faintly struck/scrape finessing of cymbal and drum surface. Benefitting the drummer especially, when he moves to delicate, filigree stick work that would be inaudible even in a club, perhaps, unless you were perched next to his kit...
Louis M-M is, of course, a longtime, well-known musician with an illustrious pedigree, both in the UK and internationally. What impresses here is his youthful energy and questing imagination, someone who still relishes the challenge of naked improvisation, no falling back on past glories. His younger cohort, Alexander Hawkins, displays a similar joy to his playing, knows his traditions well but is not bound by them - he has developed a contemporary technique that accommodates the history and folds it into the ongoing moment without jarring transitions that can veer into pastiche in the wrong hands. This is a major accomplishment for this listener, an organic movement of the music that consolidates what has gone before without being shackled to old and/or new orthodoxies. His music contains plenty of dissonant fire but is intriguingly buttressed by a love of melody, rhapsodic lyricism laced with jagged stabs, delivered in long waves that ebb and flow within the ample spaces that his technique and conception provide. Hawkins has achieved a confident maturity within a few years and with a drummer such as his venerable companion to free up the lines so that they can breathe easily, this means the performance can move between abstraction, dense chromaticism, sudden longer notestreams that spring out and hymn-like slow rocking evocations of South African tunes that reflect back on Louis Moholo-Moholo's musical heritage, with occasional humorous vocal interjections to mix it up - such as Hawkins wordlessly singing a phrase echoed by the drummer in one sequence. Plus what might called the 'Yes Baby/No Baby' interlude. (You had to be there... see below). And a couple of bits of Monk chucked in, why not?
Music expands, contracts, changes to fit the ground of its performance, I suppose. In concerts, finer details can get lost but are compensated for by broader gestures. For me, improvisation is usually best heard up close and literally personal, where the audience are grouped together in a dynamic relationship with performers, their energies and attentions hopefully contributing in some small part to the creation unfolding and the Studio provided the perfect environment for another inspiring afternoon. My second visit (first one a few weeks back to witness another cross-generational meet-up with Evan Parker and Seymour Wright blowing some mighty saxophones solo and duo). A big shout out to the compere, Corey Mwamba, whom I sat behind and whose enjoyment of the music was obvious and Derby Jazz for organising. More, please...
Here's a vid of the duo from The Sage, Gateshead... Catch the No Baby/Yes Baby routine as referred to above about 13.30 minutes in...
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| Corey Mwamba compering... |
Tuesday, November 18, 2014
Slight return...
Thursday, May 09, 2013
Review: Keith Tippett at the Cafe Oto, April 30th, 2013...

Filling up pretty quickly, there was an expectant buzz in the room – whatever the reason(s), Keith Tippett rarely plays in town so this was a special occasion. For myself, I'd made the haul from God's Little Acre to City Road Travelodge (grab the bus over the road to Dalston and back at last knockings, an easy move) and was looking forward to seeing one of my alltime favourite musicians up close in a sympatico joint like the Cafe Oto. Especially one equipped with a good piano. (My favourite club in the UK, anyway, puts on the stuff I like, wish I could get there more often).
Towards the end he produced a music box, tinkling out what sounded like 'The Godfather' theme - something he used on his Purcell Room concert a couple of years back, a fragile, almost plaintive counterpoint to the slowly ebbing close. And funny, too...
Here's a very brief vid of him in solo action a few years ago... And a couple of reviews, here and here, Financial Times and London Jazz News, respectively.
Keith takes a bow through the murk of a crap photo from my phone...
Monday, May 06, 2013
Been a while...
I was in London a few days ago for Keith Tippett's gig at the Cafe Oto and have more or less finished a review. Based on the Wordsworthian definition of poetry, except at a lower aesthetic level (!) - 'emotion recollected in tranquility' - as took no notes and just scribbled down some reactions/observations the following day on the reasonably tranquil train back to God's Little Acre. Tippett is one of my favourite musicians of all down the years so it was a great joy to see him up close - the last time I was in such proximity being a gig in Nottingham years ago, the gig at the Purcell Rooms with his wife Julie a more formal concert affair. And was mind-sizzlingly brilliant, it has to be said. But the combo of the Oto - my favourite venue - and their new grand piano offered a night of Tippettian solo splendour. More later...
Monday, January 21, 2013
'Buskers - from the streets to the Royal Albert Hall 1968-9' - out at last!
It's been a slog, for a variety of reasons, but finally it's here. Happy to announce that Pat Keene's photobook 'Buskers - from the streets to the Royal Albert Hall 1968-9' has been published. An A4 glossy remix of the black and white photos Pat took years ago of old and young buskers on the streets of London's West End and at Don Partridge's Albert Hall Buskers' Concert in early 1969. New material included: colour photos from the Albert Hall gig that Pat only found recently! A couple of which I will preview soon...
More info: here...
Sunday, January 06, 2013
Too long...
Happy New Year... Back very soon...













